Friday, December 23, 2016

"It Truly is a Wonderful Life" Day #14

"It Truly is a Wonderful Life"

Blogging My Life

       NOTE: I intended to post this late November but I must have forgot to click publish! Oops...

       As we took our last bows today, I realized how much I truly was going to miss the cast.
These talented college actors considered me their friend, their equal, a member of their cast, and let me be a part of their world.  A world I LOVED to live in while it lasted.
I thank God for leading me down this path and constantly being there to pick me up when I was unsure of myself.

The show I participated in was "It's a Wonderful Life" (not the musical version).

(I'm the one with the crazy expression on my face) Shocker I know... 

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

"Blessed & Busy" Day #13

"Blessed & Busy"

Blogging My Life

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It always works out.  Sometimes, it feels like nothing's going my way, but I look back and realize how much God truly has worked in my life.  Though I may feel: stressed, tired, and overwhelmed.  It all happens for a reason, I need to be pushed in order to withstand greater trials, if I truly want to reach the true prize.  Not only that, but I want to spread God's light whilst doing it.  That's why I'm here, isn't it?!  

I can't babble about all this without saying, I say these things now but I, like all people, have moments (A LOT OF MOMENTS) where I complain to God and feel beyond lost and fearful. (In fact, one of the reason I posts these blogs, is to reassure myself that everything is in Gods hands)

So as one lost, confused human to another, let's support each other and remember it's all in God's hands.

Love Ya'll Forever and Always!

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

"Untitled" Day #12


Blogging My Life

I can't help you.  I can't change your life for the better when you're thousands of miles away.  I guess I'm not supposed to help you, because the more I try the more it hurts not just you, but me.  I've learned to live life and just trust God.  (But I'm nowhere near perfect)

I am important, I don't need verification, I'll let you be. Because that's what you want, since you don't want me. I haven't been the best friend that I'll admit, but with all my flaws I did what I saw fit. I wish you the best of luck but I am not going to push anymore.  I'll always be here for you whenever you wish but I'm done pushing it's your time to live.

Love Ya'll Forever and Always

Monday, August 8, 2016

"Getting Busy" Day #11

"Getting Busy"

Blogging My Life

I am preparing to start school this coming week and I'm quite nervous. (It's a new school) It is a very academic oriented school, which frightens me. Every student is smart and I'm guessing, knows what they want to do in their life. Unlike me.

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I am also preparing to audition for a play my Performing Arts academy is putting on. I don't feel too stressed about that, except for the fact that I also want to audition for one of the local colleges plays they are putting on as well. If I get into the college play the rehearsals dates will probably clash with
my Performing Arts academy's play. Not to mention, my new school is a VERY difficult school and will have a HEAVVVYYY workload.

Sometimes I find it funny how God works sometimes. Not only 5 months ago, I prayed to God to be busy, and to never spend my days being unproductive. And yet here I am, worrying about how much I have on my plate. I know God has a plan for me and he will give me the tools and the strength I need to succeed.

I spent a week with family this summer and it was amazing.  I met relatives I've never met before and learned so much about my family. AND I started an amazing book series too! I'll do a review soon on my other blog. (Link down below!)

Love you all, forever and always!

My Other Blogs:

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

"Not to fear" #10

"Not to fear"

Blogging My Life

You were not made to live in fear. We shouldn't be living our lives worrying about whether we are 'safe' or not.  But rather be changing to make the world a better place.

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I'll admit, my first reaction to everything that has been happening was to be fearful.  But, why spend your time hiding.  Take care of one another and build each other up. Because,  evil will find you one way or another, and I would hope my last moments were filled with courage and kindness rather than hiding in fear.

I hope that if death ever comes earlier than I expected it, that I spend my last moments full of peace rather than fear.

Love you all, forever and always

Monday, June 13, 2016

"My Oath" Day #9

"My Oath"

Blogging My Life

Hello all,  this is a very hard time for many people.  These past few months have been filled with shootings, terrorists attacks, suicide, depression among many other things aswell.  I wanted to write something that could express my feelings towards these hard times yet not be another 'everything happens for a reason' post. I wanted to rant about my anger and bitterness towards the people who have caused such chaos in this world. But that is not what I am going to do.  Instead, I have to decided to take a stand for what I believe in. I hope you make a stand too.

I refuse to back down in what I believe in.
I refuse to fear, even when chaos surrounds me.
I refuse to let myself fall into a hole of depression, I will not worry about myself while people are out dying for what they believe in.
I refuse to become bitter when I should be praying for others who have also lost a loved one.
I refuse to sit  down and pity myself when others are just as hurt as me and they need my support.

I will stand up for my beliefs.
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I will die for what I believe if that is what I am meant to do.
I will forgive those who have caused our country so much damage.
I will be fearless in the eyes of chaos and laugh it square in the eyes because I have a God that is always by my side.  Death isn't the end of my movement.

My heart goes out to all those who have been effected by the events that have occurred over these past few months. But please, do not sit and wallow, stop and have peace, knowing the end will come and "All those who believe in him shall have eternal life." Do not fear, fear wastes time.  Spend your moments helping others around you. This is the time our world needs to come together as one and support each other.  It all starts with you!

Love you all, Forever and Always!

Saturday, June 4, 2016

"Attached" Day #8


Blogging My Life

We as humans get attached to things. We become possessive, whether it be over inanimate objects or even over people.  We as humans like familiarity.
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I see myself getting attached and know that eventually this person/thing will be stripped away from me yet I can't help but hold on tighter.  People will walk in and out of your life and you will have to be able to let go.

I have trusted and relied upon so many people with my secrets and shared my most inner struggles.  I
trick myself into thinking I have finally found a person to rely upon. Yet, time, and time again they turn on me leaving me hurt and confused.  I now finally find what I have been searching for.  It heals my insecurities, and washes away the self-doubt and now it wishes to be free.....  I'm scared to let it go.  To lose the one thing that gave me peace and comfort when I believed it not possible.


Monday, May 2, 2016

"I Want to be Better" Day #7

"I Want to Be Better"

Blogging My Life

               I want to be a person that inspires others to do great things. 
I want to be a best friend.
I want to be confident and brave.
 I want to be beautiful on the inside yet grounded in who I am.
 I want to be kind and understanding. 
 I want to be wise and humble.
I want to share the love of God with everyone I meet. 
I want to be many things that I am not

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       I have many goals that I want to accomplish.  I have many embarrassing moments that I look back on and make myself more insecure.  I want to prove to myself that I CAN DO IT!  Just get off your butt and start doing something. Yet when I finally do it......  If I didn't do good then all things start to snowball.....  I question why I thought I could do it in the first place and claim I'll never do it again.  And here I am stuck in the same mindset, REFUSING to do something because I'm scared I'll continue to make a fool of myself.  Not only that, I will have everyone I look up to think I'm untalented and stupid.  

It's the worst feeling having someone you look up to lose faith in you.  And it's even worse when you've convinced yourself that you have no talent and are worth nothing. 


Wednesday, April 6, 2016

"I know I should be doing Something" Day #6

"I Know I Should Be Doing Something"

Blogging My Life

           List of things I had to accomplish today:
           -  Wake up at 8 o'cock
           -  DO LOADS of school work (I MEAN LOADS)
           -  Pick out an outfit for a event tomorrow 
           -  Go to math class and be a normal person
           -  Go on a mile run
           -   Bake cookies for an event tomorrow 

          List of things I did accomplish:
           -  Woke up at 10 o'clock   
           -  Spent 2 hours binge watching YouTube when I had LOADS of work to do
           -  Spent a hour and a half getting ready for math class
           -   Sat in a classroom pretending to understand math....... 
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           -    Didn't go on a mile run and took 2 hours making cookies for an event tomorrow 
           -    Took shower
           -    Ranted on blogger


Love you all, forever and always <3


Saturday, April 2, 2016

"What is this feeling?" Day #5

"What is this Feeling?"

Blogging My Life

 I miss the carefree joy I once felt.  The joy and happiness that filled my lungs with a sweet taste, the taste of peace and comfort.  When my biggest fear in life was the monster under my bed or the nightmares that would disappear with one comforting kiss on my cheek.

I never really realized I was lonely until I was alone so I've been spending extra time in my thoughts just so I can escape life.  Which I don't think is helping. My thoughts aren't really a good escape because my embarrassing moments and fears follow me there.

Love ya'll, Forever and always


Saturday, March 12, 2016

"Purpose" Day #4


Blogging My Life

Don't question who you are! (even if you don't know)  If you enjoy something even in the slightest, do it!  Have fun while doing what you love!  If you end up not enjoying it, that's COMPLETELY fine!  One thing on your list of "Things I Hate".  

"You're enough, you're so enough, it's unbelievable how enough you truly are!"
-Sierra Boggess 

Tuesday, March 8, 2016

"Poetry" Day #3


Blogging My Life

Hiya everyone!  Hope you had a fantabulous day and if not, go do some situps or something to make yourself feel better about yourself.  I've been doing a lot of squats, pushups, and situps.  "What are the benefits?" You may ask.  Saying to people you are working out so you can justify seconds for dinner.  Yep, that's pretty much it.  (You're Welcome) #LIFEPOINTERS 

I woke up at 8 a.m. BUT then I uttered the words "10 more minutes" aaannnndd suddenly it was 10 o'clock!  POOF JUST LIKE THAT!  I seriously think I unintentionally invented time travel!  Try out  saying the words "10 more minutes" in a sleepy voice and MAYBE it will teleport you 2 hours ahead!  

 I was assigned to write 5 different forms of poetry for my writing class.  So I spent 2 hours listening to my soothing music trying to see the world from a different point of view. I seriously started to question what life meant after writing deep thoughts for so long.  I posted some of my poetry on my other blog!  I'll leave a link to it below!  (It was a Free verse) SO NO RHYMING cause I suck at rhyming.  Hope ya'll enjoy!

My Poetry Blog:

Sunday, March 6, 2016

"Life is Worth Living" Day #2

"Life is Worth Living"

Blogging My Life

Your life is special and unique don't compare your life to others.  ESPECIALLY fake stories such as romance novels and movies.  Even if it seems like their life is  perfect.  Because TRUST ME it's not!  No ones life is perfect!  So stop thinking about how much your life sucks and start making a difference!  Have fun, live your life to the fullest, because life is worth living!   

Love you all, Forever and Always

Saturday, March 5, 2016

"Peace in the Storm" Day #1

"Peace in the Storm"

         Blogging My Life      

Hey all, it's Day 1 of me "Blogging My Life".  Hope ya'll are having a lovely day and if not be sure to do something that makes you happy.  (Treat yourself to some chocolate I MEAN, C'MON you deserve it!)

How to be Soothed on a AWFUL day:

 I listen to soothing music, shut my door, and go on Pinterest...... VIOLA you are now soothed! (MIND BLOWN)  But on a serious note: Stay positive.  If you are ever doubting yourself or your confidence was knocked down GET BACK UP and show people how strong you really are!  But still take the time for peace it's just as important to survival as eating and breathing. 

I have some soothing music below! (You're Welcome ahead of time)  

Quote of the Day:

 "You are enough, you are SO enough, it's unbelievable enough you truly are!" 
-Sierra Boggess 

Friday, March 4, 2016

"Introduction "


Average Girl Normal World

Blogging My Life

 Well, I'm going to start off by saying, I have NO idea how to blog and hope that's fine with ya'll.  I don't know how to work the format on this website nor do I have the most amazing grammar or punctuation.....  So you'll have to bear with me.  

You might ask "Why blog your life?" Well, I really can't give you a good answer for that, but hopefully it can be a way of documenting my experiences and having fun while doing it. 

"Average Girl Normal World"