Thursday, February 2, 2017

"Goodbye 2016!" Day #15

"Goodbye 2016!"

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       It's already been more than a month since I last posted.  I've been so busy with school I haven't had a chance to stop and look at all that I had accomplished in the year 2016!

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I thought it was suiting for the New Year

       What a year... full of good (and what most people will say) bad.
BUT,  I shall state all (or a lot) of what I have accomplished in 2016.  Here we go....

-The 2nd week of January 2k16 I started talking film/acting classes at a studio.
-I learned to LOVE reading & had more adventures and heartbreak than I can count due to this.
-I can now write a killer research paper/literary analysis (amazing I know..)
-I learned a lil' bit of piano
-I met family members I never knew I had
-I started at a new school (as a freshman) which is academically focused and maintained straight A's
-I've made amazing friends
-I watched a lil' performance at a local college called "Almost Maine" and my life was changed...
-I learned to be SO much more confident (still a LONG way to go)
-I have Latin as my foreign language......... #yep
-I have become known as the "actor" at my school, and am often called.... "theatrical" (which is a compliment in my book)
-I was in a show at a local college (the one I mentioned before) and was an actual character, not ensemble! lol
-I have kept myself from falling down the "highschool hole" of snooty gals and guys. (I have no interest in distracting myself from my goals and I intend to be a nerd for my entire high school career, thank you very much).

I still don't know what or where God wants to lead me, but wherever it is, I know it's going to be something challenging, but great.  Bring it on 2017!

AND with all that, I'm sure I skipped so much!
Goodbye 2k16 HELLOOOOO 2017

(Even though it's  February 2nd....)

Love ya'll Forever and Always

Friday, December 23, 2016

"It Truly is a Wonderful Life" Day #14

"It Truly is a Wonderful Life"

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       NOTE: I intended to post this late November but I must have forgot to click publish! Oops...

       As we took our last bows today, I realized how much I truly was going to miss the cast.
These talented college actors considered me their friend, their equal, a member of their cast, and let me be a part of their world.  A world I LOVED to live in while it lasted.
I thank God for leading me down this path and constantly being there to pick me up when I was unsure of myself.

The show I participated in was "It's a Wonderful Life" (not the musical version).

(I'm the one with the crazy expression on my face) Shocker I know... 

Wednesday, September 14, 2016

"Blessed & Busy" Day #13

"Blessed & Busy"

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It always works out.  Sometimes, it feels like nothing's going my way, but I look back and realize how much God truly has worked in my life.  Though I may feel: stressed, tired, and overwhelmed.  It all happens for a reason, I need to be pushed in order to withstand greater trials, if I truly want to reach the true prize.  Not only that, but I want to spread God's light whilst doing it.  That's why I'm here, isn't it?!  

I can't babble about all this without saying, I say these things now but I, like all people, have moments (A LOT OF MOMENTS) where I complain to God and feel beyond lost and fearful. (In fact, one of the reason I posts these blogs, is to reassure myself that everything is in Gods hands)

So as one lost, confused human to another, let's support each other and remember it's all in God's hands.

Love Ya'll Forever and Always!

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

"Untitled" Day #12


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I can't help you.  I can't change your life for the better when you're thousands of miles away.  I guess I'm not supposed to help you, because the more I try the more it hurts not just you, but me.  I've learned to live life and just trust God.  (But I'm nowhere near perfect)

I am important, I don't need verification, I'll let you be. Because that's what you want, since you don't want me. I haven't been the best friend that I'll admit, but with all my flaws I did what I saw fit. I wish you the best of luck but I am not going to push anymore.  I'll always be here for you whenever you wish but I'm done pushing it's your time to live.

Love Ya'll Forever and Always

Monday, August 8, 2016

"Getting Busy" Day #11

"Getting Busy"

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I am preparing to start school this coming week and I'm quite nervous. (It's a new school) It is a very academic oriented school, which frightens me. Every student is smart and I'm guessing, knows what they want to do in their life. Unlike me.

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I am also preparing to audition for a play my Performing Arts academy is putting on. I don't feel too stressed about that, except for the fact that I also want to audition for one of the local colleges plays they are putting on as well. If I get into the college play the rehearsals dates will probably clash with
my Performing Arts academy's play. Not to mention, my new school is a VERY difficult school and will have a HEAVVVYYY workload.

Sometimes I find it funny how God works sometimes. Not only 5 months ago, I prayed to God to be busy, and to never spend my days being unproductive. And yet here I am, worrying about how much I have on my plate. I know God has a plan for me and he will give me the tools and the strength I need to succeed.

I spent a week with family this summer and it was amazing.  I met relatives I've never met before and learned so much about my family. AND I started an amazing book series too! I'll do a review soon on my other blog. (Link down below!)

Love you all, forever and always!

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Wednesday, June 22, 2016

"Not to fear" #10

"Not to fear"

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You were not made to live in fear. We shouldn't be living our lives worrying about whether we are 'safe' or not.  But rather be changing to make the world a better place.

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I'll admit, my first reaction to everything that has been happening was to be fearful.  But, why spend your time hiding.  Take care of one another and build each other up. Because,  evil will find you one way or another, and I would hope my last moments were filled with courage and kindness rather than hiding in fear.

I hope that if death ever comes earlier than I expected it, that I spend my last moments full of peace rather than fear.

Love you all, forever and always

Monday, June 13, 2016

"My Oath" Day #9

"My Oath"

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Hello all,  this is a very hard time for many people.  These past few months have been filled with shootings, terrorists attacks, suicide, depression among many other things aswell.  I wanted to write something that could express my feelings towards these hard times yet not be another 'everything happens for a reason' post. I wanted to rant about my anger and bitterness towards the people who have caused such chaos in this world. But that is not what I am going to do.  Instead, I have to decided to take a stand for what I believe in. I hope you make a stand too.

I refuse to back down in what I believe in.
I refuse to fear, even when chaos surrounds me.
I refuse to let myself fall into a hole of depression, I will not worry about myself while people are out dying for what they believe in.
I refuse to become bitter when I should be praying for others who have also lost a loved one.
I refuse to sit  down and pity myself when others are just as hurt as me and they need my support.

I will stand up for my beliefs.
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I will die for what I believe if that is what I am meant to do.
I will forgive those who have caused our country so much damage.
I will be fearless in the eyes of chaos and laugh it square in the eyes because I have a God that is always by my side.  Death isn't the end of my movement.

My heart goes out to all those who have been effected by the events that have occurred over these past few months. But please, do not sit and wallow, stop and have peace, knowing the end will come and "All those who believe in him shall have eternal life." Do not fear, fear wastes time.  Spend your moments helping others around you. This is the time our world needs to come together as one and support each other.  It all starts with you!

Love you all, Forever and Always!